I know my posts lately have been on the heavy side....full of confession, angst, and conflict. When I got back to writing this again, I didn't want it to be all about that...I wanted to be able to just write silly and freely, too, because that's part of who I am also. While reading my friend
Nic's blog this morning, I saw a post of things she's thankful and/or grateful for. She does this every Monday, and I always enjoy reading it. Today, I decided to make a little list of my own to remind me just how blessed I am...some serious, some silly, but all little rays of sunshine in my life.
...my God. He loves me even when I'm unlovable. That's pretty cool.
...my wife. She loves me even when I'm unlovable. That's commitment..and cool.
...my kids. Sure, sometimes they are a trial...but watching and listening to them play so nicely together as they made silly videos with my camera was a thing of beauty to behold. Those are the moments I'd like to freeze in time forever.
...my house, enough food, and warmth. It's easy to take for granted...but I need to remember to be thankful for it each day. I'm so blessed...but it's easy to get caught up in what I want instead of focusing on what I need that's already there.
...good books. Be it a exciting work of fiction, or a non-fiction one that probes my soul and expands my mind, I love a good book and the escape it gives me.
...music. Dialysis can be really long some days...but I can hit shuffle on my Ipod, grab a book or magazine, and the clock speeds up. I love the effect music can have on me....and glad to have so much to be able to listen to.
...The History Channel. This is one I never thought I'd cop to...and one of the channels I always used to skip over. Now, it's home to two of my favorite reality shows, Pawn Stars and American Pickers. I just can't not watch when I know they're on. Alternately funny and informative, it's just some good mindless TV when I want to unwind.
...my IPad. I got it this summer, and it's been the single best time-killer at dialysis. Full of games, music, books, puzzles, and other stuff, it's always something new to do each time. Being a completist, I have plenty of time to play all the way through things...silly, yet fun for me. Bonus: it's a great electronic pacifier for the kids on trips.
...warm, dry winter boots. I've got a great pair, and they make all the difference on these cold, wet days we've been having lately.
...chipped beef on toast. A simple meal I haven't had in a long while...made it last night and it hit the spot. Also, had some great Chinese food at our Sunday School party this past weekend.....so gooooooooood.
...watching sports. I don't drink, smoke, or do drugs. I don't have many vices, but watching sports is one of them. It's been a great run lately, with the exciting NFL playoffs and an unexpected run of good play by my Irish on the basketball court. The Super Bowl is in two weeks, and college basketball is over in March...thank goodness for NASCAR, or I may have to actually go outside. ;)
...people God has put in my life. The last six months have been crazy...but looking back, I'm amazed at how God has led me to many people in my life to help me walk through this valley. Some new, some renewed, but all put into my life at the time I needed them. That's pretty amazing, and not a coincidence.
...hoodies. I used to hate them for years and years...now I can't get enough of them. Maybe it's my proclivity to get cold easier now, or maybe I'm just finally OK with them...but nothing beats coming home and slipping into a nice, warm hoodie with with my sweats. Sometimes, it's the little things.
...Sweettarts. I don't know why, but I've really been on a kick for them lately. We bought some for my son's stocking...and I ate all of them before he even got any. (I know, I'm a terrible dad...) They are just so good!
...grace. Enough said.
...my church. When we started attending NMC this summer, it was hard. Going from a church where we knew everyone and had attended forever to a much larger church was difficult, but after 9 months, it feels like home. We love the pastor and his sermons, challenging us each week. We've found a small church we enjoy and have connected in, and the kids are loving the groups they are in. The change was just what we needed....before we knew we needed it.
...that I'm not Jay Cutler right now. You think you're having a bad week so far?! Yeowch. I almost feel bad for him...almost. (Full disclosure: I HATE the Bears.)
...sports talk radio. I gave up my XM radio this fall, and have come back to local sports talk radio and am really enjoying it. I love the back and forth, the opinions, and the analysis. It really makes my commutes much shorter.
...heated mattress pads. I got this for my wife for Christmas...but I'm loving it. There's nothing like sliding into your bed and immediately being toasty warm. It's like a hug with pillows.
...musicals. I'm a sucker for musicals of any kind. I watched "Mamma Mia" on TBS this past weekend and really enjoyed it. Twice. Don't judge me.
That's just a few things I'm thankful for today...and feeling pretty good about my life right now. Thanks, Nic, for the idea and encouragement...and here's hoping you are reminded about some things you're thankful for today.